feeling like I'm failing in life

Everyone was just applying and applying to jobs when I was there just enjoying my final semester in university. I really didn't feel like I should rush into future things and enjoy the final moments I had in school life. Especially since I did not know if I will ever be in school ever again. But why, why was everyone rushing to secure a full time job? 

"Hey, did you get any interviews yet? Did you apply to any jobs yet?"

This were some of the questions that my fellow final year course mates asked. Some of them have been going for interviews and got email replies. Though I still didn't feel any pressure. I just loved that I was taking my time. 

Then came the time after school was done. That was the peak where everyone was finding a job and people were getting their acceptance and rejections. And guess what, it's during the pandemic. So first thing first, people were getting fired or retrenched. How then are fresh graduates supposed to get jobs then?

The lockdown came, then I was just like spending my time on youtube, netflix, reading and trying to write posts for this blog. Its like I spent most of my days just on my laptop. Applying for jobs as well. This was when the government also rolled out some schemes to allow the graduates to get employed. However, the cons was, graduates will be paid lower than the supposed market rate that they are supposed to received. I really wanted something that was average but if really no choice then a lower pay it is. 

At this point, where I've graduated university and I was just a jobless, unemployed sitting at home under the roofs of my parents (not really relying on their money) except for the bills that they are paying for and occasionally when I really needed something then I asked my mother to buy for me and a small amount for my transport (when I needed to go out). So being in this position really triggered that I'm supposed to be out there working, providing for myself and helping my parents out. 

But thank god after the multiple interviews and online technical assessments, I finally got an offer. Alhamdulillah! Indeed really with patience comes result. 

The main lesson that I learnt was that, when the time is right, Allah will show you and give you the rezeki that is meant for you. The job and path that is meant for you will come at the time that is right.